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I Never Liked Being Here

by Gallon of Milk

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1.
as cliche as it sounds I don't belong here there's the kids that smile and there's the one standing here no matter how close that finish line gets I'll always walk slowly and filled with regret I'm sorry about leaving now I know what I left I never thought it'd haunt me and I regret what I said we always lose what we love and I was always sad this substance abuse doesn't help but at least I can detach remember when I struggle I always look up to you I still have no idea what the fuck I'm going through words carry weight and your speech was dense I don't know how to fix myself I'm such a fucking mess the days are a blur and the nights are restless everything in between is chaotic stress it's anything to avoid this constant deep pain I'd ask my friends for help but I know they feel the same
2.
the coldest year in that house was the time you weren't around who the fuck wants to be young and alone all the time to myself changed the way that I felt and for the first time I was a new man dope sick in the basement wish I could escape it dope sick in the basement tell me how it feels to have someone who wants the end and a ghost who's barely a friend everything I know is falling apart I never cared about an income I only care about good life I never want to see this system suck my freedom dry let me find a new home
3.
The bed made of branches and the fire that burns outside the oxy in my blood and the way my best friend died those times we spent together summer cabin dreams talking about our future or why I can never sleep for every time I drove there going at least ninety-five while chain smoking cigarettes I swore I saw your eyes and in the darkness where I stood a man can really see everything perfect about you and everything wrong with me lay me down lay me down lay me down lay me down these summer cabin dreams are all that I need these summer cabin dreams are all that I need so lay in bed with me I want to be clean lay in bed with me I want to be clean
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Great Day 03:20
crash my car into a bridge tell myself it's okay and maybe let myself burn in the engine flames overdose and comatose get me through the day and I would never touch that stuff now I'm not afraid crawl out of the wreckage like it's Sunday in bed and I don't know why I'm here but my mom always said something along the lines of it's selfish to be dead but I'm not worried about that my car is still on fire oh well I guess this is how it goes I wrecked my car I'm out of money and I don't know where to go I'm going to miss you while you're home I never liked being here it makes me feel alone and I think I'm going home tonight and I think that you're my reason to fight

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released August 10, 2018

Vocals: Sam Beach
Guitar: Sam Beach
Bass: Nick Chaudron
Drums: Alex pecore

Recording: Wayward SoundStudio
Artwork: Brian Menia

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Gallon of Milk Rochester, New York

Just some angsty kids from Rochester.

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